First of all, it is working time. Oops, I have never meant to be lazy but omg... have to do something or I will definitely blow up soon.
Never thought that it is actually possible to fall for someone you are not in a relationship with.
Why do I always have to learn things the hard way?
He is so nice-- super nice, handsome, smart, adorable (sometimes) ... exactly the type of the guy I would not hesitate to go out with.
But the problem is ........ things are always complicated.
Let's leave the complications for a moment and focus on the happiness.
Have you ever been on the phone with someone from night till morning? yeah...till 5-6AM.
The first time it happened (till 4AM) , I was about to go crazy over him... and something stopped me.
Then last week......... it happened again (till 6 AM). At first I thought I would not be "craving" for more...
Well........ thing did not go as planned. So I just let the conversation flew until 4AM and then he was like "wait, what time do you have to go to work tmr?".
Aw, handsome, I could skip the whole week and talk to you!
That...I just realized that I felt down so deep. scary. damn.
Cuz he is going abroad in a week. And we have been playing around for too long....... way too long.
So...
We both know how each other feels, let's not pretend that we are just besties for one day...?
