Girls' BFF!

Everyone needs to hv BFF, even a loner!

We may not need our bff that much during our I-am-doing-just-fine period.
Because yeah... we are doing fine, we are happy............... we don't need a shoulder to cry on.

But every now and then, we all need them, esp for girls.
Turned out I was not so lucky on finding a shoulder to cry on.


Well... I got my heart broken on Friday midnight and ...
 - my dearest sister IS (and was during that time) in Tokyo, Japan. All we could do was... talking, no hugging and padding on my back!
 - my currently number 1 bff was at Chaingmai... being so sick that talking caused her so much pain. X(
 - my currently number 2 bff IS (and was) in Dalain, China. She already has a lot going on in her life... a lot worse than me so I didn't want to bother her.
 - my jst-like-irresponsible-crazy-brother bff, who during this period is going through a lot too! Drama at work, stupid boss, crazy girlfriend and so on......
 - my most beautiful bff, who has a ton of tests and exams coming up. She is currently in med school, I don't want to waste her time on me blabbing abt jerk.
 - my tomboy bff, who also is in a med school and hates jerks to the max, i better not tell her abt that or she wud try convincing me to date a girl --"

So i guessed that I had to deal with it all by myself............ i'm strong u know lol It's not gonna be hard.
That what I thought that night after crying for 15 mins.
Then I went to bed with a pint of green-tea huggen daaz.


I was fine (during I was asleep, in fact I got a good night sleep == 5 hours). But then, when I woke up at 6 am in the morning, I jst felt like crying.........shit, I cried.


So I forced my number 1 bff who is currently sick to talk to me (i'm sorry, poor u! )
And I felt better...... a little bit better.


I decided that I needed to go shopping, it would be the only cure.
HELL YES, IT WORKED!
(Even though, I think I did too much of shopping)
I am HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!


Things got better, I was almost fine.
So I consumed ice-cream and chocolate.

and things got better again.


But still, I was not fine...


That was the reason I needed to do more of shopping on Sunday following by Monday.
Oh, not to forget abt haggen daaz, crepes and waffles.


And now I really am fine ;D (but of course, I'm poor --")

So thx to my BFFs; shopping, ice cream, chocolate, and sissy plus number1 bff.



What I want to say is, we hv to be able to be on your own, even when we are in such a depressing stage.
And we hv to believe that we are getting better and we are going to be fine.


I'm not saying that it doesn't hurt... it still hurts.
But sometimes we jst hv to ignore it and live a happy life.
(at least we hv ice cream and chocolate, no need to be afraid)