Decision

We all have to make decision; big one, small one......... always.
Should I drive to work today? What if the traffic congestions get so bad? What if it rains?

Yes........ making decision always comes with "what if........."?

What if I choose that instead of this?
What if I I don't decide it right away?
What if I choose the wronf one?

what if....... what if and what if!


So jst pick the one that you would not regret with, pick the one that u want the most.


Like ysd, I realllllllllllllllllllllllllly want to go to Long Table, a nice pub and restaurant, near Asoke intersection, Sukhumvit 16.

But then... it appeared that if I jst skip the meeting with Ze' and the gang at Long Table, I could spend some more time with my crush-on.


Guess what, I chose to stayed with him. (hv I turned weird recently? I mean I picked spending my time with a guy in a boring office over hanging out with friends at such a cool place like ... Long Table!)
But I sooooooooooo don't regret that, I had such a veryyyyyyyyyy good time.

(wait a second........does this mean I am falling deeper...again??)


And now I always... ALWAYS ... think about him. I sooo look forward to seeing his face, peaking while he smiles, and talking to him.


This is not so good for me -,-
Pls don't push me down(both intentionally and unintentionally) ,


                     I don't wanna fall deeper... not yet.